Hi I'm Johnny.. I'm new on here.. it's taken me years, but I've recently only just started to understand why things are as they are inside my head..
I've a great life compared to alot of people many opportunities, good friends, good education and a decent job etc.. but there's so many times it's just so hard to pick myself up and cope with alot of things happening around me.. I never really talk to anyone about what's lurking deepest inside me it just feels that they might misunderstand or I don't want others to have to worry about me... Or maybe I'm just worried they might keep thier distance from me cos I feel like I'm bothering others with my own "burdens", cos I know everyone has problems of their own , I'd hate to think I will become one of them for someone else... Sigh.. life's alright most of the tome though I guess